Lorraine writes- Ok been a wait since I last wrote my thoughts. Lots has happened. A major experience for us has been the loss of our first unborn wee babe. Its hard to put in words sometimes feelings you feel inside. We have had so many people sharing their own private stories of loss its been touching. Why does something like this happen....don't know the answer to that million dollar question. Having lost so many of my own family member and now our wee babe, a sense of unfairness creeps in. I have to really dig deep in my heart and soul to not let this happen and take hold of my life. I love God and trust Him with my life, with Chris and our life together and if anything I feel a closeness to God more now than ever before. We believe we will be a family one day and our hands and arms are open to God to fill them with His love and blessings xx